Sunday

So tomorrow a new work week start, can you feel my super excitement about that? It's my busy work week which means the week will go by in a swish.

Week after that it's me and the kid all week long with just a tiny work booked.

Week after that it's time for a visit from my boyfriend again. 

Time flies by.

This time we gonna try figure out the summer. Preliminary book dates and so for when we are here and when we are in England and such. 

And by then (summer) he might be here a lil more to get to know my tiny human :) 

Since we are acctually getting there anyway you know, with him moving here and being my happily ever after. So maybe a lil time on a kidweek as well since tiny human really likes him this far.

Got to introduce him as a friend and such but it should be fine.

As I said, we will plan it and be careful for the tiny human.

Other than that my head hurts and I'm always tired it seems.

Also my period-calculator-app says I'm off schedule but since I have the birth control thing in my arm I don't even have it all the time xD so yeah I'm totally not worried due to those reasons. So why I even have it? For the future I guess, trying to keep a little track of it at least xD

Anyways, here there will be no babies yet if they come.

Good night

Saturday

Spent a lot of money on shopping today.

All on food. 

So all good. 

Need to buy clothes and home-stuff to tho. 

Damn wish for showing me all the great stuffs.

Made My bff crying today.

Cos i bought her milk.

So now i have her milk in My fridge and she is crying.

Just vid i noticed it Was almost out.

I have Aldo emptyed My phone, 1912 pics/vids moved from phone to computer.

Damn.

I'm a photo hoarder xD

Anyway it's all done and just like all the other times I've done it I'll try to be more careful and empty it more often :p 

Got whispers today, ballsdeep. 

Felt very nice.

Dahuta with all fallen guys xD and me xD

Gemmed my pants so now they have two.

My head has been hurting a little all through the day, should go to sleep crazy early but yeah, not gonna happen xD

Sunday tomorrow and with that its Monday :/

Work week and alone week.

And yes I do love my work.

Working 7 days now and then off 7 days. 

And then my bf is here. For a week! Ohh I miss him very much.

Snapchat is going well to.

I might fall asleep any second so tired xD

Friday

Oh havent Blogged yet so I guess this is it.

My tiny human is still not 100%, but no nap today, just very cranky and easy moody.

We went shopping and each that's it

So yeah

I have met someone that is so special that I actually walking around smiling. And you know what, I don't care some people think it's to soon after divorce or that the boy is younger than me, I am happy, he is happy, his parents approves and my parents are happy for me so what is the big deal...

I am so afraid I'll screw this up. How? I don't know, but the thought of losing this person is terrifying to say the least.

The future.. Who knows, I just know that right know this is all I ever wanted.

(I know you are reading this and I love you)

What day is it today?

No one knows and it's a little like a moo point, you know. Might be Wednesday but I'm not totally sure.

My kid is sick so spent half the night on couch. 

Last week i spent with someone really special, someone I love with all my heart and someone I am happy that I get to call mine. So therefor it's been low on updates ;) I was so busy cuddling him you know.

Other than that I don't really have so much news for you guys.

My brother and his girlfriend and my bestie is coming for tea tomorrow and planning some stuff and so, giving my brother their Christmas gifts and such.

Left guild in my game (archeage) and it's been loooots baguette english, heard I wasn't trying enough, said I was invited to iron... Talking... So gonna stay guileless with my love a lil 

Ops

I almost didnt blog but its okay now.

Haha.

Its almost tomorrow!!!!

Fucking finally!!!!!

Saturday

My parents came to visit. Dad fixed my light so now every room, yay. 

Also my bff was here today, foods dessert and movies.

Tikka masala, chocolate mousse and inside out.

Smashed two glass... 

Soon time to put my tiny human to bed, cos tomorrow we have some cleaning to do and on Monday we get up early, go to daycare and play and then I go to the airport. 

Note to self: wash your hair and shave your legs. 

I feel super excited and nervous and happy - damn I feel so lucky. Can't believe this amazing boy is mine 

Friday

A little work today

Not so much but enough i guess

Mom picked me up and we picked up My little boy and went shopping for friday sweets since i promised him movies and cuddels tonight :) 

Before that the mommy has a little cleaning to do :p

So much

Thinking going on that I don't really wanna talk about right now but it's gonna get fixed. 

Today I'm gonna wash my hair

Wednaysday

Took a nap most of the day, did some laundry, zindais christmas gift (finally) arrived, tea with an old friend, lots of cpd watched. Some pvp.

Tomorrow I'll wash my hair, dishes, fold all the laundry and vacuum. 

Super exciting I guess xD

Well.. Yeah kinda. 

It's adult stuff so the adult has to do it you know.

(Omg I'm so Inlove) 

Tuesday

Dropped the kid of at daycare, even tho he didn't wanna go, he slept pretty good when he finally fell asleep. Cos apperantly he couldn't sleep at daddys so he got to sleep in yesterday.... Not helpful really...

Breakfast with zindai. 

Gonna clean a little today, some easy stuff like dishes and vacuuming and litter box. Just to keep us ahead of the mess ;) 

Monday

Colored hair today

Picked up My kid

One week till My man gets here

All is fine :p

Such a long day

And almost collision course all day, damnit!

Work work work. 

Tiny boss called. I called back. She didn't pick up so who knows what she wanted..

Tomorrow I gonna sleep in.

Pick up the kid.

Maybe fix my hair as well.

Or tonight. 

I always do it on impulse xD

21 more work minutes

Just another sunday...

... When i'm stuck at work.

Have to ve here early in case he/she wanna gets out if bed but usually not. Right now i'm relaxing on the couch. Feeling a little upset by the fact that i can't lay in My bed at home.

Anyway.

Its sunday, who cares.

Tonight i'm clocking out and tomorrow I will pick the kid up and have him for a week! I missed him s o much even tho I was there on Thursday and he came over yesterday for cookies with mom between moms shifts. 

Ohh hope workday goes fast, probably will cos today I brought my charger with me. 

And between shifts I'll do the dishes and small fixing stuff at home, maybe a nap and I gonna talk to my man <3

Ohh he is so hot... And mine

2016

Ohh I'm bad at this but okay let's give it a try. 2016 here we try.

People who follow me on Facebook and Instagram see the difference in me - and ofc people who knows me do.

First of I smile a lot more, like very much a lot more! 

I upload pictures of my house, my beautiful and well decorated and very clean house. I love it. Phoenix and I love it. We are very happy! So very happy and I think it shows. 

Living alone has been very eye opening and my soul feel relaxed and at peace.

Also I found someone, someone special. So yes, I guess you can say I have been started to date.. Or what I'm suppose to call it xD he is amazing and I really really like him, like a lot. He has such a pretty soul. It's kinda still little of a secret, but yeah, on the other side my boss says you don't get a rerun on life. So I gonna do it. 

He makes me very happy.

Other than that I work. Phoenix and work. It's going pretty good. I like my work. Taking a study break cos Phoenix is most important. He needs to land in all of this. 

My parents been really big help with moving and going to pick up furnitures I bought xD very supportive. 

I didn't make any New Years resolution beacuse I am good enough the way I am, I'm just gonna be more true to myself, not giving people more chances than they deserve when I know they are not gonna keep their promises. I gonna keep people around me that makes me happy. 

That's it for this time I think.

(Phoenix, mommy loves you)