But how do you tell someone about your broken dreams, bleeding heart and unwillingness to keep on with the fights? 

That you not only lost the battle but the entire war, that the happiness is dying and your soul is dark and twisted? 

How do you tell someone you are not there anymore, that you hit rock bottom and don't wanna struggle no more?

That you lost Faith in them, the world and your team, that you are drowning in secret sorrow and heartbreaks, that the pain is the only thing that reminds you that you are still alive, that you don't wanna give up but is still wanna walk away? 

How do you tell them you lost where you are going, who you are ment to be, that the trust in promises is dead?

That there is something very Wrong with you?